Last ramadan, I was another person. Standing on the mark of almost a year, I'm another person altogether.
What changed? To this, I never found the correct answer- well, not yet.
Although, there is something I know. And that is, that this person has lost her connection with her Creator. As much as I regret, the truth remains that she isn't as close to her Sustainer as she once used to be, despite her vices.
I haven't been sad, for the most longest period as far as I can remember. But, I haven't been happy either. The only feeling that I've crossed paths with lately is agitation, discontentment.
From bad, to worse. What growth!
Help me Allah saa'iin.
Any-the-ways. This wasn't meant to turn out so remorseful, I don't know what happened. Read the title again, I had no intentions to make this post sound like what it does now.
But then, who cares. Hola! It's my blog. *smiles* Ramadan mubarak. Pray for me, won't you? Yes, you. Thank you. *smiles again*
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5 comments:
Ramadan Mubarak to you too. Hopefully this month turns out better for you.
Khair Mubarak :)
And let this month revive that connection :)
@tauqeer: congratulations- on your first ever sane comment.
And.... Why, thank you so much. :)
@ amna: thank you very much amna. I honestly hope this blessed month re-establishes the link that's been down lately. :) please pray.
I am glad I have managed to fix myself. I wish you same. ;)
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