Qaza ne waar kiya bhi tou pusht e sar pe kiya,
Majaal kiski thi jo aata rubaru e Ali (AS).

Of hope and paralysis

'I don't want her living off hope.'
'There are worse things.''You're wrong!
Bad news stops us for a while, but then you move on. Hope - is paralysing.'
(Criminal Minds)

Hope is paralysing!

Lizzie... Allah saaiin, I  can't seem to get over the reality. It keeps haunting me, the fact that she's no more.

*sighs*

I wish she'd just come back somehow.

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'No man is happy without a delusion of some kind. Delusions are as necessary to our happiness as realities.'

- Christian Nestell Bovee

I feel so left out.

So lonely.

I used to have Liz in times like these once, now there's no one. Just me.

*sighs*

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Early monday mornings

I feel weird.

And in another story: I've realised that the tiniest variation in the tone, and smallest gestures, or their absence, gets to me.

It's the bloody expectation gap, i believe. But what am i supposed to do about it?

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Shehr sunsaan hai kidher jaay'n
Khaak ho ker  kaheen bikhar jaay'n

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The brevity of the momentary spans of happiness in my life has started getting to me now.

*tired sigh*

I should have went to office today. There was so much work; and now I'll have to suffer for probably the rest of the coming week.

All for nothing. *throws her hands up in the air*

Besides, it has been a horrible day so far.

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Econ lessons, life, and similar nuisance

Life is a bloody set of choices made. Irrespective of who makes the choice for you - you'll always end up losing one thing, in return for another.

But then this is life we're talking about after all;  and that's how it's been since the beginning of time. So, what's there to it then?

Nothing. There's nothing to it; save the fact that there are people who quite very often end up having higher opportunity costs...

You're reading a post written by one.

Tareek raastoun mein..

Bay'noor ho chuki hai bohat shehr ki fiza
Tareek raastoun mein kaheen kho na ja'ain hum
Sehra-e-zindagi mein koi doosra na tha
Suntay rahe hain aap he apni sadaa'ain hum

Expendable me

Lack of consideration - aaj ke ghamoun ke akhbaar ki surkhi.
I feel so dispensable. And well, let's face it - it is a truth; the truth. I wish it wasn't.
But I wish for so many things... *flicks her wrist at herself* Who cares!

Looked out the window a while ago to find a little furball frolicking around.

*sighs*

I miss Lizzie so much. Why did she have to go? It breaks my heart...