Stream of conciousness

I am wondering... how can I manage to be so serious at a moment and awfully droll the next?? Happy at one instant and then so dreary immediately after that? All-so-wise at a moment and so absurd the next? SO angry at a moment and bursting out in laughter just an instant later? By the way, the last scenario, only my pa jani can execute flawlessly. *I'm missing him* Yeah, so I was saying what stark difference I manage to strike in my attitude just within a shift of a few moments. Just compare the last two posts. They are- black and white. It's crazy! Am I crazy? No, I am not! You are crazy! Crazy! By the way, I don't write stories; because I CANNOT. Stories are not my thing, I can rant and ramble through my writing and may be manage to pull off a prose or a free-versed poem (if only there exists such a form). I do good with stream of consciousness writing although, when I first heard the term in my General class from Mrs. Khan back in A-levels, it sounded so intricate. Little did I know then that it quiet resembles my blathering on paper. Yeah, so stories are not my thing; they need coherence and I'm so sorry to report that I have none, not even tinsy winsy. But, I managed to pull it off, the resonance, it's not very wonderful but it's simple and I kind of like it *blushes* By the way it's not finished (or it might be, don't know). It's sweeeet, how this post has no paragraphs. *smiles*

Okay, I'll start a new paragraph (coz' you are insisting so much). Had I written such a long paragraph back in English General, Mrs. Khan would have deep fried me. By the way, the above one is exceptionally crazy, but I did have tendencies to write lengthy paragraphs. =) And actually, I used to write exceedingly long sentences hence, the lengthy paragraphs. Anyways, so I woke up extra early today because Saeed bhai (our driver) did not turn up and so my sister asked me to drop her off at her school. Yupe, I drive and I drive well. My big B says I drive fast. Well, technically, he meant faster than beginners should drive but I'm sure he agrees I'm sprinting on my way to become a fine driver. After all, my Chachu taught me how to drive and he is one crazy but swift driver. Yeah, so anyways. I think I should wake up earlier than i usually do because it makes me so cheery. =)