A draft suicide note.

One of those days, I would have killed myself. And once that happens and you find my lifeless corpse, please remind yourself that it was my fault. That I was wrong, that I did not respect you. That I had no consideration for you and/ or for all the things that you've done for me. Please remind yourself I never tried to reconcile and it was only you who tried to make things work. And most of all, please remind yourself that whenever things didn't go as per my wishes I wreaked havoc. And there we'll be - my lifeless vessel and your well-meaning thoughts for me.